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PostPosted: Fri Dec 30, 2022 11:27 pm    Post subject: Thirty Miles Reply with quote

Thirty miles
Too close and
Too far
Home
Family
Life
Hers
Not mine
Not ever
A hundred years ago and yesterday
Joy
And happiness
And all that I could want
Ever
Forever and ever
But not mine
Never mine
Never have the right to think it
Never have the right to feel it
Never have the right to want it
Never have the right to say it
Never have the right to say
To speak
To scream
I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!
I WILL ALWAYS BE IN LOVE WITH YOU!
So
Pain
And wanting
Selfish
Pathetic
Mine
All mine
And
THIRTY MILES!
THIRTY FUCKING MILES!
Less than an hour
I could be there today
I could be with you today
I could be with you forever
If I stand on my roof, I can see the buildings of your city
Right there
THIRTY GODDAM MILES!
And you don't know
You can't know
You lived your life
Without me
You had no idea what you did to me
I had no idea
I never knew until the pain crushed me
Until the pain was all I could know
A lifetime of nothing
A lifetime of searching
A lifetime of wanting
And I found you when I was three and didn't know
EVERYTHING!
EVERYTHING I COULD EVER WANT!
I DIDN'T KNOW!
I would have found you
If I was good enough
If I was ever good enough
I would have done everything to be good enough
If I had ever known
I would have told you
When I could
When I was able to
When I was allowed to
I would have told you
Over and over
Forever and ever
I just want you to know
Please
Somebody
Find her and tell her
Anybody
Just tell her
I just want her to know
I want to know she knows
It's killing me
Every day
Over and over
Somebody
Anybody
Please
I just want her to know
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